nothing matters and what if it did


I have two main problems in my life right now. The first is that it’s too cold outside, and the other is that my tea is too hot. I could remedy this problem by simply putting my cup outside for a minute or two, but with it being so bitterly below freezing, I fear some sort of explosive event. Even though the destructive side in me would like to see if it could do some damage, there is no way I am going out there to experiment. Jim summed it up the best way today; “It just hurts.” Trust me, I can handle it, but I’m going to complain anyway.

It could be worse. I could have done all my shopping today. Thankfully I just had a few things to pick up. No big deal, but the time spent in the world of commerce was mildly annoying. Yes, this is the time for giving. However, this is also the time for painful indecision. This fact goes beyond shopping. It applies to everything that can be made through a simple yes or no answer. Yellow or gray? Eat in or to go? Left, right, straight? Wait, that’s three options. The rate of difficulty just went up ten fold. There is no hiding from it. You are not safe. It’s best to just stay home… where it’s warm.

Urge to kill… fading… fading… gone.

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